So you think for a while and realize that you'll still die. If you're not thinking at all, im not sure why you're alive.

Put this in your pipe and smoke that shit

The feeding frenzy of my starving soul, gnawing voraciously at the bones,
the exo-skeletal patchwork protecting my own reflection within;
The twin-and-same engaged in the mirrored act of chewing away
at the shell of my attacking self. The paradox unseen

Treacherous this deceit to make no choice matter
To have and yet lose yourself, until finally all reasons why are forgotten
To live through ones own shadow. Mute and blinded, is to really see
Eclipse the golden mirror and the reflection is set free

Sole & the Skyrider Band - Plastique

Happened to get my hands of this after ordering the preorder, I suggest you all do the same to get a physical copy of what you're about to download.



1. Children of Privilege
2. Battlefields (feat. Markus Acher of The Notwist)
3. Longshots
4. Nothing Pt. 2
5. More
6. Pissing In The Wind
7. Bait
8. Mr. Insurgent
9. Black



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Great quality for great music.

The frustrated youth deserve not their frustrations

Well I am a one man rent strike
and your couch is my picket line
Well I'm eating acid for breakfast
and puking all over the sidewalk this time
But mostly I'm just full of shit
in a world that's already filled up with that
So if Aaron makes it to space then I ain't coming back
Well I am an artist if that means that there's a cigarette in my mouth
Well I'm a punk rocker if that means that I
smell pretty bad right now
But mostly I'm just kinda crazy
in a world full of sadness and pain
We waited there in the yard but the train never came

We have to stop pretending to be rich

I realize i'll sound like a hipster or some anti-conformist, pretty much am, who hates all corporations and whatever, but we really need to stop embracing these ideals and lifestyles perpetuated by people who don't have many things to worry about. ANd if they do worry a lot, they sure as hell aren't worrying about having the right amount of money like the average family or individual over the age of 18 in America is. They're just living their life like its a movie, which is the only place they learn how to love life. What rich people sit in silence on a sunday afternoon and really try to understand life? Better yet, what happy person does that? Not many. Fact of the matter is, most people have to keep trying over and over to understand life because its either changing constantly or putting them through more and more bullshit thats unavoidable and substantially depressing.

ANd we have to acknowledge that depression. We can't build from a problem unless we know what the fuck we're missing. Unless we know what the fuck we want. Unless we know that we all want and are missing virtually the same things. Then and only then can we come together, truly understand one another, and stop accepting the forceful transferring of ideals to us from people who WON'T live lives full of worry like the average person does.

Which leads me back to my original point, corporations and businesses only want your money. They'll sell you what you need but they only want you to buy it. I'm sure research could provide many examples showing how apathetic the leaders of a company you support often has bullshitted its way out of harming or neglecting people who deserve more. They just want your cash, not your well being.

So if we're going to truly liberate ourselves and start feeling like we own our bodies and will, instead of being bound by desire to places and things we don't need, we have to stop pretending we're rich. We have to stop acting like a party is the fucking end and beginning of our world, simultaneously ending our stress, though it'll end and return us to our stress. We have to accept the fact that we can't afford those unnecessary expensive cars and be glad we can get one that can drive us between people we love or places we love. We have to stop buying a bunch of fucking clothes that only contribute to other economies more than our own and give more money to companies that don't even give a shit about their employees. We have to stop looking at those idiots in mansions as people living a life so differently from ours, its worth achieving. It is different, but its not better. Its just another.

And lastly, we have to realize the commonalities we all share that don't set us apart. We have to let fucking go of our attachments to race and appearance and even beliefs, because we all want somewhere to sleep and something to eat. Maybe even someone to love. But we'll keep fighting each other and disappointing each other if we think there is an ideal way of living that isn't based on minor necessities and pure relativity to your fellow human being.

The essence of our worry

To expand off of what I said before about everyone wanting to be this ONE significantly normal/perfect human being (we only feel perfect when normal), we'll never be that. And that is because everyone has uniquities and essential characteristics that separates them from being seen as perfectly normal.

THe idea, i suppose, is to have mostly normal traits and characteristics and philosophies so that you can get along with everyone or be more likely to get along with new people and be accepted.

But the truth is that none of us will ever be normal or perfect. And because of that we'll blow each mistake out of proportion thinking we're orchestrating our own doom because we fail a test or argue with our parents for an extensive period of our lives. In truth, even those things happen to a lot of people, but since it isn't the way that you hear successful people you meet experiencing life, you think its bad and an indication of the worst ofthings to come.

But its not. Its just your mind approximating the future according to what you've already experienced. And for that reason, it really doesn't fucking matter. THe ultimate goal is to take those instances and learn what to do to avoid them. Not so you can be perfect, but so that your life can be more of what you want. Its also best to keep in mind that you don't have to ace every test or love every waking moment with a parent or sibling or friend, but you should be able to tell when people or other things are keeping you unhappy. Then its about making a decision about what to keep from the outside world as well as your own mind. Easier written than said than done, but its the only way to know you'll be who you are.

The sad reality of sexism lies in the fact that a woman's ultimate goal is to be useful.

The sky

Looks bluer when you fuck the order of the day or the way the shelves are meant to fit.

What sounds to you like a big load of trashy old noise....

is in fact... the brilliant music of a genius... myself. And that music is so powerful, that it's quite beyond my control. And, ah... when I'm in the grips of it, I don't feel pleasure and I don't feel pain, either physically or emotionally. Do you understand what I'm talking about? Have you ever, have you ever felt like that? When you just, when you just, you couldn't feel anything, and you didn't want to either. You know, like that?
-Iggy Pop



The epitome of music lies in the artist's expression. Their getting of a feeling out. There are so many ways to falsify the expression, make it showy, make it pretentious, put too much into certain parts, or just plain old sound dumb. If nothing else, you have to respect metal musicians for the full on projectile approach they have to giving their all to a sound that was once in their head.