It's simply too difficult trying to decipher how compatible you may be with a person after only seeing them and seeing them once. You have to be copiously pretentious to decide one way or the other.

Second day of my history class and ive come to the conclusion that history indicates best how infinite out mistakes are, especially when we fail to ensure our premises are humane. If we are to dismiss this notion, we are to say that an action has desireble results but does not matter because things always FUCK up. We absolutely must value our premises and motives off we'll be far worse off.

thoughts for the day

Traffic in Beverly hills because these bourgeois vintage don't wann ruin the scenery with freeways

The busier we are, the less we have control over how we feel. Americans are only partially to blame for their ignorance.

CHILDREN MUST NOT BE TAUGHT THAT THEY ARE BEAUTIFUL BUT VALUABLE BECAUSE THEY ARE A HUMAN BEING

THE FACT THAT AMERICAN LEADERS ARE NOT ASHAMED OF WHAT AMERICANS MOIL THROUGH IS REASON ENOUGH TO BELIEVE AMERICAN DEMOCRACY TRANSLATES TO FASCISM, WRITING EXTENSIVELY IN COLLEGE WILL ONLY ENSURE YOU GROW AWARE OF STRUCTURALLY SOUND WRITING, AND AN EXTRA HOUR SHOULD BE ADDED TO THE DAY FOR MALE

RAPPERS ARE WACKY BECAUSE THEY DON'T KNOW WHEN TO PLAINLY STATE TRUTH OR WHAT TRUTH IS, POVERTY ENGENDERS UNITY SO LONG AS IT IS EXPERIENCED INGS TOLERABLE AMOUNT IN ONE'S YOUTH, DEPORTATION IS AN INCONSOLABLY STUPID IDEA, LIBERTARIANISM AND LOVE CANNOT COEXIST, AND I KNOCK ON MY WOOD FOR LONESOME LUCK

WE SHOULD HAVE MORE SYNONYMS FOR FRUSTRATE THAN SEX POSITIONS, THERE IS NO POINT IN EVENLY CUTTING HAIR, OCCUPATION IS ENSLAVEMENT, UNITY IS FREEDOM, CODEPENDENCY IS THE EPICENTER OF OUR EVOLUTION, ART IS THE ONLY NUCLEAR WEAPON, AND TECHNOLOGY'S UNFOCUSED GROWTH HARMS MORE THAN HURTS.

PEOPLE WHO ARE TOO NICE KNOW BEST WHAT BESIDES SEX AND PHYSICAL CONTACT LOVE CONSISTS OF, THE MOST EFFICIENT EDUCATIONAL SYSTEM IS RAN DEMOCRATICALLLY FASCIST, WATER TASTE BETTER THAN SODA, SCHOLARS WHO MAKE UP WORDS ARE CONCEITED, SOMETIMES THE WORDS BITCH, CUNT, SLUT, AND WHORE APPLY, LIFE IS AN IMMEASURABLE SEGMENT, AND THE OKLY THING TO FEAR IS FEARLESSNESS

FUCK ACCIDENTS, THE KNOWABLE WORLD IS UNCHANGING, WEIRDNESS IS NOT ECCENTRICITY, GOD IS A DREAM, HIP HOP IS DEAD, POP DIED LONG BEFORN IT,THE WORLD IS A COMMUNITY OF LINERS, AND I'M PLAYING WITH MYSELF ON MY DEATHBED

“You’re happy, and you think why aren’t I always this happy, and you realize why, and then you’re not happy anymore.”

—

John Dufresne

“In moments of intense joy he always grew sad, he himself could not have said why.

-Dostoevsky

“Freedom does not consist in any dreamt-of independence from natural laws, but in the knowledge of these laws, and in the possibility this gives of systematically making them work towards definite ends.”
—
Friedrich Engels

Lost in space
tethered to the human race
the goals i've set have remained unmet
sooner will I expire than accept
the most basic of contracts between
male and female
tethered to this expiring world.
lost in the gravitational pull
of the human race
the greater the density
the more of a hold an object will have onto me
your heart weighs a ton woman
don't you forget about the purposes i've stated
for staying.
i'm not debating where to go, i'm considering why.
for if i leave you, i will be weightless.
tethered to your kindness and graces,
i lie at the mercy of the unjust
one less reason to live, one more reason to persevere.
gratitude sometimes manifests as hope,
but i refuse to thank the void.
i'm tethered to everything,
and i cannot move.
all parts have a distinct hold on me,
but I most enjoy being tethered to you.
lost in the human race,
i belong adrift, freezing to death in outerspace.
would i be better of in any
alternative conditions?
prior to living, moms should have
stayed in the kitchen
avoided sex with a father who'd eventually leave
i reproach everything that has had any effect on me
i could have turned out better
could have grown larger and bolder baring limbs
large as boulders; with a wife by the age of 25
i know i'm not there yet but the future looks
as dim as the falling sky.
there are moments we do not anticipate becoming
pivotal instances in which our future is accidentally determined
but here we are: essentially accidents.
essentially born from unwarranted passion.
i only eclipse the labor of ants.
call me out of this dungeon, mom,
i'm stuck being the same man my father was and is.
failures have a tendency to feign a new identity every generation.
wasn't this the point at which he failed to overcome an addiction?
well here i am, addicted to listening to women who only hurt me.
by and large, the results are the same but the means are not;
one seems far more healthy. i disagree. substances or cordiality,
we men fall apart for the most basic absurdities.
but back to my point, and i pontificate to all:
i am tethered to the human race
lost in a crowd of nullities, farce, and whim.
i am tethered to the human race
wishing to be lost in outer space