Hip hop is now filled with farce, boring as rappers im more impressed with my own farts.
mercy mercy me, aint as much integrity as there used to be.
What a sadness, to accept and teach to the younger that the golden years all exist only before your age sheds the suffix of 'teen'. there is a considerable height of happiness and pleasure to be achieved in every decade of our lives. there ...will always be a reason or a cause for cheer and it will always only be disappointing because we are not first anymore or because we are not as new as we once were. god, the fear of aging is so silly. we accept gravity and dream only slightly of flying from this despicable planet, we can even accept such irrational as that which our government purports, but the only commonality of every organism in existince puts such an unneceasary fear in us. i only want to cry for how frightened death makes people, not because i am losing my life. ive been losing my life since i was conceived. i am like a wave, in its properties. my life is one vibration, i am born and set into motion. i go through life reaching one crst and then start returning back to my lowest point, death. and then i am done.
Social networking has sped up the rate at which we have been be oming desensitized to each other at. all these faces' all these people, i wont evwn communicate with a millionth of them. and all these people i see in real life, i wont commun...icate with a billionth of them they are just there and there amd there and there and maybe i could love this girl or that girl or have a great philosophical debate with this guy or that guy but i dont feel like committing to one of these many people. maybe this is just my introversion at work again
Utility determined by one body part or another's ability to respond on cue.
Ah so we are conceened aith the wrong commonalities. so indie marginalize our agony and speak generally about a broken heart or the joys of an average life. punk seems to be obsessed with a good time because punk began as a liberation of re...straint, and now teenagers just want to party and not grow up and punk's become both the catalyst and the proof of this sentiment. and hip hop becomes testaments of poverty or aspirations for success, which were apart of its originsm but now the average rapper takes that self loathing for having to endure life as a miser and says he's got dreams of being big and rich and so forth. he says he, like a punk, doesnt really want to succumb to the stressors of american life so he brags about murders he's never done or bitches he's fucked or drugs hes sold. and if he bare not lyrics of those subjexts, he just wants a good time to be had and thus talks profusely about his good time; a rhetoric instructional guide to taking things easy and loving yourself said smoothly over thick beats.
Im in a long distance relationship with my soul.
What has ever been accomplished by looking only on the bright side? if we were to focus only on our triukphs we would have no idea of what to avoid or prepare for. optimism is a drug, the only undesired effect is being called naive' which i...snt even experienced often because not enough people embrace the darker side of life. from freud to kafka to jung to bukowski to 2pac, it has been said that we need to understand just what makes living difficult and better it instead of being cowards who rhink life's only worth living if it is enjoyed. the pain is worth experiencing and if you disagree you havent been in enough pain (and are terrorfied of having any) or you have never sought to understand your pain.
Will i never have silk smooth legs wrapped around my waist as i stare earnestly into eyes i never want to look away from?
My life, a prolonged injury.
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