Its about time you listen to me for a change. Shut the fuck up, I don't care how hard you've had it. It only gets harder and if that doesn't put a fear of time in you so great you can cry, then you know you're doing well. Its time you grow the fuck up. Time to take that long dick of Life, erected by the mistakes of insecure dumbfucks who don't want to admit their wrong, and smile. Time you become an adult, and stop being a careless asshole who only wants the best for the entire world. Its too big for you to save even a quarter or fifth of it, so shut the fuck up with your whining about those of your friends holding guns or syringes so tight you'd swear their life was knocking on hell's door. Its time you become an adult, you idiot, and not the one you want to be, you must push that infantile ego of yours aside and be the very sane one that all other adults are....regardless of their hatred for what they become. You must become mundane, mediocre, and keep a fragile roof over your head. You must accept the challenge, which only exists because it is never easy to deal with boredom. You must put away your outstretching arm and tighten your hand around your other hand, and hold on for dear life. Your own dear life. You must seek not the love your heart thumps for while in an otherwise empty chest. If you find a warm body to grip through decades, so be it. If not, you better not become some fucking poet or singer, bemoaning the whim of those who were better at loving than you. And lastly if you ever even fucking think about taking the easiest of easy ways to escape the hell that is life, so help me God, I will beat you within inches of death so fast, you'll only wish to be the healthy young adult you are presently.
Now get the fuck out of my womb.
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