Disappointment is something very peculiar to me. I've never been unsure about being disappointed. I've felt confused about being happy, depressed, and content, but never disappointed. I've always been certain that I've been let down and that it has felt like something tied an anchor to my mind.

What I find unique about it is that just prior to being disappointed, I may have the capacity to imagine what is about to happen, and some times I may be more sure of it than others. But once it occurs, I'm suddenly changed in a way. And then I feel like shit or whatever.

But the same change is achievable by doing more than you believe you can do. By disregarding your own limitations. Once you do so, you have grown exponentially in just a few moments or for however long it takes to overcome a fear of yours.

I'd like to think this gives me and anyone reading more hope than anything else. Hope itself is only validated once we have achieved something anyway.