I was about to masturbate and then I thought of her and wept instead.
At this point it is not even her that forces me to brood, not as much as it was for all of about the three months I spent longing for her. Now, I ruminate because I have spent so long feeling sad about her.
Nick Cave more adequately expresses the sentiment: "Every time I see you baby, you make me feel so all alone."
These emotions you feel are what we must feel in order to say we felt and move on.. I know rather mundane way of saying it, but sometimes simplier is better.
ReplyDeleteNick C had a point.