Only a virgin would say this right? LAWL

Fuck fucking. It, like anything else we obsess over, nullifies
itself over time after we accomplish it. To be with the memory of
doing it is said to be better than being without, but once its a
memory, its not a sensory experience at that moment in time. Which
means its just like anything else: you're as happy or sad about it
as you make yourself, consciously or unconsciously. Of course it
doesn't help that vaginas and dicks are shoved down all of our
throats by way of tv, the internet, or whatever the fuck.

So do something that lasts longer...like torturing a woman in your basement who contains all the characteristics of females that have hurt you in the past...or maybe just read a book. The latter is probably better, per se, because its not illegal.