Thursday, April 16, 2009
When I Grow Up
When your a child, you tend to always use the term "when I grow up", as some sort of planning for the future, and mapping out your dreams. What is the term for a 20 year old, that planning out his dreams or the rest of your life? I would love to use the term "when I grow up" but it doesn't fit, because I'm grown up now and that scares the shit out of me. I am affraid to conform to what my peers think living a good life is. Somedays I want to go outside and shout at the top of my lungs for no reason what so ever. I hate when people ask me, what I plan on doing with my life, because I have no idea what the rest of my life is, but I am scared that every day I live, the more time i waste waiting for life to start or happen. I read somewhere or saw on a movie that life is the moment's you sit around waiting for stuff to happen. shit, I'm just venting.
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you're not grown up until you know the difference between your and you're.
ReplyDeleteIts hard to believe, and I may even be wrong, but these kind of things make sense over time as you dwell on it more. What you decide on doing has to be for you or else this feeling will only evolve and take a different face. It took me a while to realize that.
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